دانلود رمان انگلیسی “بازی جدید نوجوان هایبارا” – جلد 1

If I had to describe my three years of high school in one word, hands down it’d be “gray.” I’d never managed to shake my teen regrets. Maybe things would be different now if I had done this instead of that, A instead of B. Imagining what could have been, I’d cook up these impossible fantasies. Back in middle school, I’d been a hard introvert: no club activities, no girlfriend, and no friends to speak of. I was always alone. The other students chattering happily together in class made me jealous. I felt envious of the guys flirting after school with the girl I secretly had a crush on. Come high school, I’d resolved to achieve my own “rainbow-colored youth,” as if I could become some kind of dating sim game protagonist. So I attempted to make my high school debut, but I failed. Spectacularly. By way of comparison, my middle school days had been a million times better. Whereas back then I’d merely been a loner, I was blatantly isolated in high school. Everyone—and I mean everyone—hated me. I know; it was all my fault. Everything had been going well at first. No, it only looked like everything was going well. That’s why I got cocky. And because of that critical mistake, everything was ruined.