دانلود رمان انگلیسی “آشپزی با بازی وحشی” – جلد 14

I found myself in the midst of a scorching crimson heat.
My whole body was hot, and my vision was dyed a deep red. It was a world dominated by that heat and blazing color, to the point that it was like I myself had become a flame.
It was hot.
Hellishly, terribly hot.
That was just about the only thing I could think at the moment.
I couldn’t move my body at all, nor could I make a sound. It was frankly a mystery how I had managed to keep my sanity at all in this hell.
Actually, was I even still sane?
To start with, who was I?
Any human thoughts and emotions had long since melted away, leaving behind a pointless existence that only suffered in agony from the heat of this crimson world.
And in all that, only one sensation remained.
My right hand, or at least that’s what I thought it was, was gripping a thin bit of firm wood.
That sensation was the only thing still tethering me to my sense of self. When it was gone, I’d surely burn up and disappear from this world completely.
This is my old man’s kitchen knife.
Even that thought felt like it would soon scatter and disperse. And yet, in this agonizing hell, I kept clinging to it desperately.