دانلود رمان انگلیسی “شکوفه به تو” – در مورد سائکی سایاکا – جلد 3

“I PROCESS THINGS QUICKLY,” she said. The face that stared back at me wore a slightly different expression from the pleasant smile I’d grown accustomed to seeing. Something glossy, like droplets of water, inched down her obviously blushing cheeks. “Process?” I asked, holding back the slight bewilderment that crept over me. “That’s right. I guess you could say I’m practical or that I don’t lose sleep over things I can’t control.” A shadow came over her face again. It was as though the sun had set, and something dark was reaching out from afar. “I’m never angry or sad for long. I can’t do it, even if I try. It hurts when your feelings don’t mesh with someone else’s and things don’t go over well. It hurts, a lot. But it’s like my heart dries up fast. It’s the same for anger—I can’t be angry at a person for more than thirty minutes.” I supposed thirty minutes really wasn’t very long. Personally, I could stay angry for a whole year, or even two. “I feel like morning turns to night faster for me than other people,” she continued. “Plus, people keep telling me that I walk too fast.” “I don’t know if that one’s connected…” She might simply be an impatient person. Still, I did envy how quickly she could switch gears. I was the kind of person who lingered and drew things out, which created the best conditions for regrets.