دانلود رمان انگلیسی “آلیا گاهی اوقات احساسات خود را به زبان روسی پنهان می کند” – جلد 2

“Ahhh! What is wrong with me?” A high school student was mumbling to himself as he strolled down a road lit by streetlights. He wasn’t anyone suspicious, though. It was Masachika Kuze on his way back after walking Alisa home. “‘I will be by your side.’ ‘Just take my hand.’ Who do I think I am? Somebody kill me. Ugh. I’m going to be cringing in the shower for years now… And talking to myself like this only makes me look even more pathetic.” He vented his frustration and self-loathing aloud into the night air. Masachika had just shown Alisa that he was a real man for a change, yet he couldn’t help but dwell on his mortifying actions. The words he had said to Alisa played on an endless loop in his mind, and he was on the verge of dying of embarrassment and regret. Furthermore… “Alisa said she was in love with me…didn’t she?” …the smile she had shown him as they walked down the boulevard was like a flower in full bloom. The vivid memory of the soft touch of her lips on his cheek when they said good night made Masachika jittery. Until now, he’d thought Alisa’s Russian whispers of sweet nothings were merely a game to feel the thrill of being caught since she believed he didn’t understand a word. However, her behavior in front of her apartment obviously went beyond what could be considered a game. It was almost as if that was how she really felt… “Nah…” Masachika hastily shot down the idea forming in the back of his mind. She was just in a heightened state of emotion like me. I bet she’s already returned to her senses and is cringing at the thought of it, too. Yeah… I’m sure that’s what’s happening. But even after persuading himself of that, what Alisa had said and done still made his heart race…